Certainly

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I will fall in love with the world again.
It may not be the whirlwind, sweep-you-off-your-feet kind.
It may be more of a slow-burn with chunks of
humidity
rain
snow
hahahas
huhuhus
waiting.
Like any other love
maybe the trick is not to rush it
but it is taking so long
for the heart to be light again
to skip, not drag your feet
and sing like no one’s listening
and dance like no one's watching
and hear the notes all at once
while distinguishing an instrument from the others
and be able to see all the glorious details of the earth
and the people
and not just blindly walk past them.
I will be in awe again
at the bright smiles. 
I will not want the day to end
and I will look forward to the excitement of tomorrow.
It might take time
and time is all I have
It is finite
still, I know.
The time will come
and I will fall in love with the world again.

"I am an X in an indeterminate equation. And that X is the rock upon which I stand." - Fools Die, Mario Puzo

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